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Haunting

I.

This sloth thing takes over in the mornings.
It turns off all my alarms before I even know what’s happening.

My neighbors assure me: no one comes in or out
unless it’s you
. But I refuse to believe

that I could be this hideous sloth thing.

 

II.

I don’t know how it happened,
I don’t know why it happened,
but I got toothpaste encrusted—
white-limed—into the cuticle of my thumb.

Next to a hangnail,
athwart dead and drying skin:
wrinkles crags, freckles
all impending.

So I’m scratching at it,
rekindling the scent of mint
and dentist-recommended whitening power.
Outside, the snow collecting.

 

III.

Have you ever watched a dog
watch the air?
Particles must move quite a bit.

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Bird Hymn

And so the murmuration of starlings
descended upon the house.

They swept at its roof, shingles, and siding
like a corrosive liquid—cawing, morose.

When all had landed, packed feathers in tow,
atop the roof, lining the gutters, brimming the chimney, a silence came.

A swelling in the atmosphere, the absence of sound
somewhere far off, a barometer ticking back the visage of time.

But from the door comes a man, as it always is.
He is clad in a tattered robe—coarse face, lines engraved

as though he were carved of limestone.
With a bow, he greets the gray sun and black birds.

Their whole heads twitch when they watch him;
their eyes are refractive.

They have made a deal, the man and the starlings.
In the mornings, they will come and sing him a song.

And the man will wake, take comfort, remember
the arid tinge of breath, and continue his ritual.

In the evenings, the man will come and climb their trees.
He will tuck each of them in and leave the nest undisturbed.

Some nights, the ones the starlings prefer,
he, too, will sing a song.

It will be a whisper, a resonance containing the DNA
of all life—nether, unfurling, as he climbs down and goes to sleep.

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Work in Progress Poem no. 9

“Through Closed Blinds I Counted Lightning”

Your hair became mine
then the wall’s… and the floor’s.
Your outline broke-back twisted,
contorted in a pale bed-color mist.
Bodies dreamed around us—
the haunting patter-purr of cat feet
beneath and behind door frames.

Outside it’s raining for the first time since I can remember
and God Almighty is that thunder’s timing perfect
or what.

A digital tinge gropes you in backlight from the infomercial
television going on and on about…

Each inch of me is each inch of you and I’m sure I’m dreaming.
I even ask you and you say with open eyes at mine,
“I don’t think so.”
Well, I don’t think so either anymore.

Words pass between us like blood between organs:
we are vital, throbbing, and ready.

IND -> ERW, 8:32am EST

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Work in Progress Poem no. 6

“Acid Dust”

Moted. Your blood—
lava lamp lipstick.
Smoke and fingers
that stammer, trying
to find their laced
linking positions;
trails of vapor
curling up
like someone
sleeping, dreaming.

We are in a velvet
cake, trapped read
by bookshelves
closed tight in the
red-dead of night.
Novelty blobs,
hematocytes,
flickering up and down
my self and my
projection of who
you used to be.

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Dream: Thirsty

A dull, white corridor. Decaying linoleum tiles, scarred dark with scuff marks. The tiles reflected the fluorescent lighting back into the dreary atmosphere. Yet it was familiar.

A few paces forward and around a corner I found a vending machine. There were people with money discussing, deciding, between the last few available drinks.

I needed to have something to drink. It was very important that I was not thirsty later on, so I had to drink something now.

My hand reached deep into my pocket and pulled out a single dollar bill. The others kept discussing their choices without noticing me.

There was hardly anything left, so I chose the one that would quench my thirst the best. A bright orange fluid contained in a clear bottle with a white wrapper.

I put the money in the slot and waited for my drink to vend.

Ka-chunk. The bottle was cold to the touch.

Finally, the other people in the room noticed my presence and a girl who looked about my age complemented me on my choice of drink.

“That’ll quench your thirst real good,” she said.

I nodded and unscrewed the lid and looked at my beverage. What had been a bright orange liquid now appeared dull and pulp-filled. The chill of the bottle was also gone, now. I gave it no thought, considering it to be even more thirst-quenching than before.

I raised the bottle to my mouth and tilted it as I began to chug the lukewarm fluid. The others cheered me on and as I drank the pulp began to disappear and before it was all gone, the liquid began to transform back into its original state, bright, clear, and cool.

When I finished, I exhaled and a feeling of lightheadedness overwhelmed me. I lost my balance, but caught myself on another vending machine. The others didn’t pay any notice to me and began making their own selections from the machine. More people started to enter the room as I slipped into unconsciousness.

I awoke in a friend’s basement, surrounded by two figures. As my eyes adjusted to the light, I realized who they were.

“You okay, Eric?” said one of them—a girl. Beth.

“Yeah.”

“I knew you were alright,” said Amir who disappeared up the stairs.

“Would you like some popcorn?” said Beth. “We’re just about to watch a movie.”

“No thanks,” I said. “I can’t be thirsty.”

“You won’t get thirsty.”

“Maybe later,” I said.

The basement was dull, like the vending machine room, except the walls were painted a soothing orange color and the floor was covered in thick shag rug. On one wall, an enormous plasma screen television hung quite proudly and heavy blankets scattered the floor beneath it.

“Lay with me?” said Beth, invitingly.

“I’ll just sit.”

I heard footsteps and assumed Amir would be joining us shortly so I sat beside Beth and wrapped myself in a comfortable blanket. The television turned itself on and began cycling through thousands of channels.

Someone ran downstairs but it was not Amir, it was a different friend of mine, Nikolai. I looked at him questioningly as he took a spot between Beth and I on the floor and covered himself up in a blanket.

“Do you think Amir will be mad that I am here?” he said.

“Yeah, I think he will,” I said.

And then I heard footsteps upstairs again, and I saw the scene of a hospital flash before my eyes.

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